This morning while I had the bacon on the grill, I received a call. I chatted for a bit with them and got off the phone and started the water for my oatmeal. I finished preparing breakfast and sat down to eat. As I was having my breakfast I noticed my message notification. I see that I received a text. It was from boy N. He had followed my instructions. I was so proud of boy. I felt the swelling between my legs as I ate my oatmeal and bacon.
The day before he mentioned he was unsure if he could go without stroking himself. But he did. I haven’t decided what reward to give him for being a good boy but he definitely deserves something. One of the challenges of not being in a physical Session is finding unique rewards and punishments. But I’m sure I’ll work it out.
A good breakfast and a hardon....what a perfect way to start the day.
ReplyDeleteYes indeed Haha!
DeleteLucky boy! He understands how important it is to please Daddy! 😈
ReplyDeleteWell, sort of. He is by nature Dominant . And in play he is mostly Dominant (though he switches sometimes.) He seems to be more comfortable exploring his sub side with me, however he's battling being able to exchange that power to me. It's what has been holding us back from going into deep play. My hopes is that he will someday have the trust to allow me in. But until that happens; If that happens We will continue to play on the top layer of things.
DeleteThis opens up an age-old discussion on the roles we play. Many men are hard wired into assuming one role or the other. For whatever reason. But those reasons can be truly complicated and wildly different for each man. Some may be curious but crossing that line may be an insurmountable or difficult challenge. I don't question that fact. We each make that personal choice. I tend to fall into the subcategory, but for me, it's more about the chemistry between the two men. If I have the sense that the other person is looking for someone to take charge and be that powerful alpha, I can become that too without a moment's hesitancy. I find it easy to flip that switch and be perfectly at ease in that transition. When two men find that balance that works for them it really doesn't matter what roles we are expected to play. It's that connection which makes the interaction between them work and all that matters at that moment. It's a difficult concept for many to grasp which is sad in a way because they don't understand what they are missing when they open themselves up to a world of endless possibilities.
DeleteAbsolutely. The possibilities are endless when your mind is open to so many more aspects than what one is used to. I do get that it is difficult for him however. Especially being used to being the one in charge. I Am not going to push him. If he comes around that would be great. If not I will make the proper adaptations necessary as we go along. What he may or may not know is that he is pretty much in control right now as he can text me whenever he's feeling subbish and wants more Daddy/boy time. I am fully aware of the power I have relinquished and I am totally fine with that.
DeleteAt least for now.