Tuesday, November 21, 2023

Fact # 14

FACT : #14  

I’ve only swallowed three times in my life.


I’m sure a lot of it has to do with my very first time about thirty years ago.

I was on my knees in the shower and the guy came. He notice that he didn’t spill his seed. He asked me if I swallowed.  I said yes.  It was my first blow job ever.  He admonished me never to swallow.

It was still the height of the HIV/AIDS scare. There was still very contradictory information about the risk of oral.  Although there was not much cause for alarm, I did and do appreciate his concern and looking out for me.  He was like a mentor for me.  So the practice of spitting just stayed with me.

Now I love to feel the warm jizz shoot or ooze in my mouth.  Always have.  Once it happens, I’m happy and then spit.  But there have been two times when the force was so strong or there was so much cum I had to swallow. I actually found those times pretty hot. (Although one of those experiences weren’t welcomed.  I’ll post that later.)

I recently swallowed intentionally to see what it was like and I enjoyed it intensely. 

I was at a park.  I was feeling very horny and had three or four different guys face fuck me to completion.  It was pretty surreal and fun.

Monday, November 20, 2023

FACT # 13

FACT  #13

Up until my late 30s I was pee shy. Even during water sports and a full bladder, I had a difficult time delivering the goods. That kind of changed. 

After years of living with my partner who never closes the door when he pees (unless when company is over.) I guess his pissing habits influenced me. Now I have his habits.  I still have difficulty voiding.  Even when I am undoubtedly in need to go; doing it on or in someone can be a challenge.  Eventually I get there and my play recipients are happy also. But it takes awhile.

Friday, November 17, 2023

SOMETIMES

 

          


                                                   Sometimes Daddy wants his hips in the air too. 

Tuesday, November 14, 2023

STARTING IT OFF

Link: pup Scooby

 A night with pup scooby proved to be more than worth the trip. We began our festivities with him unbuttoning my jeans and slowly pulling my jockstrap down with his teeth.










Friday, November 10, 2023

ANOTHER ONE BLOCKED

August 18, 2015 
About 2:00pm 
Tuesday afternoon 

Link: THE SCARS


 I should have said no from the beginning when he went on about his curiosity of being with a Black man.


If you ever want to annoy me, just write an essay on how much you love Black dick.

"So you gonna fuck my tight white boy pussy?" he ask annoyingly.

"No" I reply.

Normally I don't have a problem with any race but there is a group (And this doesn't pertain to every White guy,  just the certain ones stuck on stupid) of white guys who are obsessed with having sex with Black men.  If that's your preference, fine.  I don't have a problem with that.  However, turning me into a fetish is just creepy in my opinion. So I declined.

10 minutes later I got another message.  It was the same person.  This time he showed me his face pics.  He was a handsome guy; curly dark brown hair, blue eyes, somewhat of a muscle bear type.  

"I need a big black cock in me real bad." he whined.

"O.K. 

You want to get fucked ? You are gonna have to calm down with all the Black dick stuff.  I usually don't get with dudes like that." I complained.

"Sorry. So what are you into ? What would you do to me?"

"If you like to come over I have some time. We could meet and see where it goes," I replied.

"Well I don't know. What are you going to do to me?"


"Never mind. Not interested," I replied.

"Wait ! I'll come over."
  
I messaged him my address.  

He arrived at my place.

We talked a bit.  I could tell that he was uncomfortable so I told him to relax and that we don't have to do anything that would make him uncomfortable.

I asked him what made him decide to come over.  He said that he had always been attracted to Black guys but was always afraid.  When I asked to be more specific; he gave me a typical response. 

"It may be too big, it may hurt and the person may not stop and would rape me." 

Then there was the stereotypical things like getting mugged etc.  I looked at him and said, "Dude you watch way too much T.V.  We are not all muggers, rapists and drug addicts."

Then I said, "You are a cute guy but I don't think this will work."

"No. Don't. I really like you. I just need to relax a bit." He said.

"No it's time to go."

He got his stuff and left.  I've met some weird people in my day but a racist that wants to be fucked by black dudes?  Nah! I'll pass.  

He sent me numerous messages wanting to hook up.  He even unlocked his private pics of him bent over with his cheeks spread which I found even more offensive. "So you think because you got an o.k. ass, that's going to make me come running to you like a dog in heat? Good Bye!"

Another blocked person on my account. 



Wednesday, November 8, 2023

AND YET ANOTHER WONDERFUL JOURNEY

November 6, 2023

There were no rings.

There were no fancy traditions.  

Other than my mom as a witness, there were no guests.

Both my partner of 20 years and I are not big on ceremonies or tradition.

I called my dad and my sister literally like two days before to let them know that we were going up to the county clerk to get our marriage license.  I planned it that way so that no one would make any unnecessary changes to their schedule with my sister being busy and my dad having a change in his health.

Neither one of us wanted to make a big fuss. There was no exchanging of rings.  We both hate jewelry.  But two things I am glad we decided to do:

I'm glad we decided to be sworn in the ceremonial room and I am glad we decided to have our vows recited.  We didn't write our own we recited what they had.

Although it wasn't going to be a big deal, when I looked into my partner now husband's eyes to say our vows I could not help the overwhelming emotions welling up.

For the first time I understood how much he loves me. 

There are things that he says to me that are very hurtful.  There are times when I totally shut down and will literally walk away from him mid sentence.  But I understand that these are things that we will continue to deal with. 

I'm just very grateful to find some who loves and cares for me the way he does.  And yes, he has expressed that to me many times over the years.  It was just most evident at that moment when I saw his face and the look in his eyes.

And so yet another wonderful journey begins.

 

Sunday, November 5, 2023

A WALK BY THE RIVER

 Sunday November 5, 2023
                               9:40am


Most Sundays are days in which I do a good amount of writing.  Sometimes instead of writing at home; I would go to specific locations and write there just to have a different change of scenery. This helps me with my creative flow. 


Today I decided to go for a walk by the river. 


The sky is overcast.  It’s cool but not cold.  There are about four cars parked in the parking lot levee area. 


I park beside one car that has a White guy with silver hair and a silver goatee and glasses.  


I instantly recognize him from when I used to work as a caregiver 20 years ago for one company.  I’m sure he doesn’t remember me but I definitely remember him.


I even remember one day when he came to deliver the medication to our home and I had some pretty tight pants on and my bulge was really filling my pants.  I remember him specifically looking down at my crotch and then right into my eyes with the most mischievous grin on his face. 


He handed the medication delivery and said, “Have a nice day,” most flirtatiously.


We never really talked except for an occasional "Hello" or a flirting look here and there.  Who would know that 20 years later we'd meet up! 


He has definitely gotten older.  There are more lines on his face.  What was once light brown hair; almost ginger, is now silver.  But he still has the same type of glasses that he wore back then.  He still has the same short haircut style that he had back then and believe it or not, he’s still has that sexy, flirtatious smile.


I get out of my car and I start walking down the levee close to a row of bushes that has a trail. Obviously it is a very popular spot for guys who are cruising.


I go down into the bushes as I slowly turn around to see if he’s following me.


He finally makes his way down to where I am.  His thin frail body moves closer to mine.  


This gentleman has always been very slender but now he appears even somewhat frail.  As he has aged; his skin has gotten thinner and I see a few bruise marks on his arms which probably may be an indication of blood thinners of some type or some type of medication he may be on.  But he’s still a very sexy looking guy to me. 


He moves over slowly.  I don’t have a problem with taking my dick out in the open because I already know what he wants.  Normally guys are very cautious about making the first move in a public setting like such, but we both know what’s going on and I start stroking.  


He takes his dick out and he starts stroking his dick. 


His is much thinner than mine and probably not as long neither.  This is perfectly fine because it looks delicious. 


Just before I start to get on my knees he lowers himself down to blow me.


He won the race!


I guess I’ll just wait my turn.


He gets on one knee and begins to suck on my dick. 


It’s slow.  It’s warm.  It’s somewhat wet, not sloppy. It's just wet enough to feel good.


He’s on me for about a minute.  I’m finally ready to get on my knees and taste his cock.  He closes his eyes and lets out a moan. 

 

I suck his dick with a little more earnest.


Maybe it’s because it is so rare that I’m on my knees sucking another man’s cock.  It’s not as though I don’t enjoy sucking cock.  I love a nice dick in my mouth.  It’s just "top" is something that has been assigned to me at a very young age.  Even when I was versatile, I did more topping than I ever did bottoming.  It seems as though it is a lot easier to find bottoms than it is to find versatile men or for that matter other tops; at least other tops that are not going to ruin my experience as a bottom.


So I am on this guy’s dick like it is my last meal and it taste amazing.  I slow down to pace myself and to pace him.   I stand up and we are stroking face-to-face now.  


It is at this moment where my brain decides to blurt out, “I know you.”


I couldn’t just remain anonymous and just have a good time.  I have to let him know; even though it wasn’t a big deal.  


It can be a little awkward blurting out of the blue, “I know you,” while you’re blowing a guy or jacking off with him.


“You do look kind of familiar,” he responds.


“Well, I don’t actually know you; but I’ve seen you around. You used to deliver meds to my facility.”


“Yes indeed I did,” he smiles.


“You used to deliver them to…..”


 I tell him specifically the place that I worked and he has a great big smile on his face.


“Oh my goodness! I remember you now!"


"You were much thinner.  You were just a skinny thing back thing back then,”he replies.


Ooooh!


 There’s the slap in the face I wasn’t looking for!


"Yeah I put on some pounds as you can see!"


I continue, "No matter how much I try, I’m never gonna get back to that weight ever again."


"Well, you still look good!" He says.


"As you can tell I’m much older now.  Goodness, that was like twenty years ago!" He continues. 


"I was much younger then.  I’m 66 now."he replies.


"That’s okay you’re still sexy to me,"I respond.


I get down on my knees again and start back on my quest to milk that cum out of him into my mouth.


I’m gonna cum he warns but he pulls out. I was really thirsty for it but he chose to pull out. It did look hot as it shot our of his body, however.


I just wish I could have tasted it. 


I'm semi hard but I need some lube to help me with my stroke game. 


For some reason my spit isn't making the cut and I should have worn my boxers instead of my tighty whities for easier access.


He smiles and says "Thank you. Good seeing you," and takes off. 

About 3 or 4 minutes later 
About 10am

This sexy young man with medium brown skin comes by to where I am.

I’m not sure if he’s Mexican or East Indian or any various of those races.  The term I was looking for is now obsolete and considered offensive so Brown Skin Dude is his name.

He's a young late 20s early 30s guy.  He's wearing a baseball cap, black sweats and he has a 5’o clock shadow that brings out a virile presence on an already masculine and handsome face.

We play about one minute of “you take yours out first,” when I finally decided to go in my pants to pull it out.  He quickly followed suit. 

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Friday, November 3, 2023

TODAY'S PICK: MY UNDERWEAR AND JOCK WEEKEND

  It's playtime this weekend. I'm going through my drawers to find some jocks n undies to be sexy in. I'll Meet you at THE DIRTY JOCK for MY UNDERWEAR AND JOCK WEEKEND.


All weekend.




Wednesday, November 1, 2023

HOLEGASM (PART I)

LINK: boy G

Saturday Sept 23,2023
Approximately 3:30ish

I got into Antioch Ca. around 3:30pm.  I immediately messaged pup Scooby to arrange for us to meet later than our scheduled 4:00pm.

We agreed to meet later that evening between 8pm and 9:00pm.

About 3:45pm

I received a message on Recon. It was from a profile named Holegasm.

Of course a name like such would spark my interest so I read his profile and read the message he sent me.

"May i be of service Sir?
Host or travel here."

I replied,"Well, I won’t be available to host until tomorrow. I would love a hot sub servicing me. I understand most of those hot subs will be at Folsom. But the invitation is open if you’re interested."

"I'd gladly go service you Sir."

"Awesome! Well I guess we should see how our kinks and interests match. I will be free all day morning until about 5pm. After that I will be heading to the horse market event. I’m actually in Antioch hopefully that will work for you. By the way; here is a detailed list of my play and
everything is open for discussion and nothing is a definite deal breaker."

I sent him a copy of the list I made during my meeting with Zero.


"I am exploring your blog for starters Sir," he replied.

"If you decide you'd still like to service me, I'll have you come to my hotel in Antioch."

"I'd be a fool to decide NOT to service you Daddy Mark. You and your mind turn me on Daddy Mark.”

I replied, “Wow! You just put a fucking put a smile on my face from ear to ear! I appreciate that.”
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