I had a very interesting phone conversation with a sexy Italian Dom. He shared some pictures of himself. His body is pretty much covered with hair. He has a salt and pepper beard, shaved head, dark brown eyes and a smile that was amazing.
He sent me one picture of him smiling and another one of him smoking a cigar.
His presence is very masculine. The image of him with the cigar in his mouth definitely displayed his Alpha presence.
We talked over an hour getting to know each other.
He shared some very intimate things with me and I with him.
As it is, he connected to me and shared about some reservations he had toward being able to trust me enough to totally let go and be boy N.
I will call him boy N on this blog.
He reads this blog occasionally. I hope it makes his dick thump knowing he is now boy N.
He is very masculine and dominant by nature. All of his life he's been in charge; So power exchange from him to me is going to be different. But he wants it.
I believe he's ready to tap into that side of him. I must say I am very proud of him already. It takes a lot to be as open as he was with me today. We both opened up a great deal. That is the key to great power exchange no matter how far away we are from each other.
I am actually pretty excited because mind domination can often be much more powerful than being in the same room face to face. It involves the sub being willing to be honest when given instructions to do something. It requires the Dom's trust that his instructions will be carried out by his boy. And there is something about hearing a sub's voice over the phone that is incredibly hot.
boy N's instruction for today was to make sure he does not touch his erection no matter how hard it is for him to do so. He has been instructed to get his fingers nice and lubed and play with his butthole. But he is not to touch or stroke his cock.
The next time we talk he is to report back and share his experience and what he felt about the situation.
As much as I would like to journal his response I will not. This is our first experience and I chose to keep this between him and me.
I will keep my journal up to date as much as possible. A lot will determine what boy N is alright with. Every journey and relationship is about trust and respect and I want boy to be as comfortable as possible.
By the way I am rock hard as I think about what we talked about and anticipating our next chat. My drawers have been damp with my precum since 3:00pm. It's currently 9:57pm. I've been having raging hard ons on and off ever since. But I have not touched myself. Nor will I.
I believe if I'm going to order anyone to restrain from jacking off I should have the self control to do so myself. I don't always abstain with the sub but sometimes I will depending.
So here I sit, blue balled and sticky drawers and as elated as I possibly could be knowing that I made an amazing connection.
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