A NIGHT WITH LB

August 24, 2023

Saturday 4:04pm

Link: LB

It was close to our meeting time and I knew I was going to need a little more time as I arrived to the hotel a late.

I messaged LB,"I'm running a little late. Can we shoot for 6:00pm?"

"Sure! No problem at all,"he responded.

"My apologies. I will see you then."

"No worries. I'm sure you can make it up somehow.

Cool I'm running behind myself."

"No worries. I'm going to jump in the shower so I can be fresh. Although I will try to leave my pits ripe for you."

He liked that message. 

LB loves the scent of man pits so I made sure not to wash my pits during the shower.

Close to 7:00pm

We started our night out with an embrace.  

Something new that I picked up is giving my subs a nice hug before we start.

Protocol is usually for the sub to strip down to his underwear as soon as he gets into the place of play, get on his knees and wait for instruction.

First of all, LB is not a sub.  Although he is open to exploring various kinks within reason, total submission would not be something that I would dive into with him.

As of late my protocol has been a warm and

inviting embrace. This practice started earlier this year with Zero as a way to bring a since of trust for meeting the first time and just giving the sub or bottom physical intimacy that not only the bottom; but I crave as well before and after play.

As we cuddled each other, I began to move my hands down to his buttocks giving them a nice squeeze. His body was so warm and his ass so damn soft. I was definitely ready to get reacquainted with those cheeks.

After a moment of groping, LB was standing in his blue jeans with his shirt off. That sexy vision of him easily prompted me on my knees.  I began to suck his dick. 

Most bottoms I've played with don't have much desire to get their dicks sucked.  But LB definitely didn't protest. And from his moans he seemed to be enjoying it quite well.

After a few minutes, he returned the favor.

Around 9ish

We migrated to the bedroom.  I got him on the bed and fucked him and fucked him some more.There were definite times when we took our breaks, moved our camera equipment around and got back to fucking.

There were so many memorable moments. But my favorite moments were listening to his moans murmurs and grunts. The sounds coming from this man was phenomenal. And then there was the intimate eye contact. 

I most definitely had a good night with LB.

TREMBLES OR boy SCOOBY

Tuesday September 26, 2023

8: 37am

 I had fun with two different guys over the weekend. Both had extreme ass convulsions. It was quite pleasant to feel on my dick. And both had animal noises fucked out of them. 

One was a pup and the other was a pig.

The person I met Sunday is boy Gilbert also known as boy G. I will definitely be posting about him very soon.

He is the fellow I fucked the pig out of.

The person I met Saturday is the howling puppy.

He is a bit harder to denominate because he had both these wonderful body spasms that I definitely felt as I went deep; and he moaned, howled and growled so much like a dog. 

The sexy red lingerie he had on gave him a gentle, slightly fem touch while still maintaining his feral unbridled self.

Looking back at the video and seeing him in his lingerie ignites the moments of making his whole body quake.  Maybe he's Trembles.

Those growls though.  WOOF ! Maybe I'll anoint him boy Scooby.

Fuck!  Maybe a variation of both.

THE EXODUS

Link: THE EXODUS

September 20, 2023

Out of the Four Milestones from my journey, The Exodus remains the least written about.

A lot of that has to do with the fact that there is no specific action.  

I never packed my bags up and said,"I'm out of here."

It is much easier to talk about THE SCARS, as I can illustrate specifics that lead to my Exodus. 

I can point to many of my first times in THE INITIATION.

Many of the experiences including some of the scars; as well as learning what make me and others tick continues to shape THE MAKING OF DADDY SCRUFF.

But the Exodus itself is tricky because even though I've pretty much gotten out of the leather scene / community, the play remained a part of my sexual make up. 

 I've been writing a bit more lately. 

 I'll probably be posting a bit more frequently as well. I just don't know yet. 

As of today 9/20/23, I still have 108 drafts in my computer files that I had once posted on the previous blog I lost. Some of those writings  aren't really relevant to me now some are; so I am slowly going through them and picking the gems I will post as I go. But life goes on so I will get to some as it hits me. 

I'm sure that as I process all that is going on as of late, I will be posting a lot of what is going on in my head that really has nothing to do with my sexuality but just life in general.

To keep it short, my father has taken ill. He is currently in the hospital. 

To divert from my usual self stimming behavior of pacing a hole in the rug, I am focusing my nervous energy into other soothing behaviors that are a little more productive. 

Believe it or not, cleaning helps me relax a great deal. And of course writing. Pacing, though it is a behavior that just happens,(I often don't even realize I'm doing it until my partner brings it to my attention) doesn't really help me relax because in the process I am still obsessing over the issue that is on my mind.  The other practices have been better at helping me not to focus so much on what's going on even if I am sometimes writing about what's on my mind.

You may be wondering what this has to do with The Exodus. 

Well for starters, It is during this time I am stepping further and further away from social media. X, Insta, and all the other sites I'm just having less time for them. Yeah I poke my head in every now and then but I'm just not feeling them. This is my break from them for awhile. 

Even though this blog can be considered social media, it has a totally different vibe than the other platforms that basically feeds their viewers with a lot of noise.  The last thing I need right now is noise.

There really isn't much more for me to touch on for now but I'm sure this is not the last of what I have to share.

CONNECTION

September 19, 2023

 I decided after having so many issues with my cell connection, it was time to get a landline.  

After a few minutes of going through automation I got in contact with someone.

The person sounded like a young male with an Asian accent. 

"Welcome to (fill in whatever phone company )how may I help you?"

I let him know that I was interested in getting a land line.

Of course every operator has a script with some selling point.

"So who is your internet provider?"

"I'm very happy with my internet.  I just need a landline."

He continued with his script, "Have you heard of the new...... (insert whatever new phone)

"Actually I have. I hate those phones!"

He laughs.

I told him we got a new version of our flip phones.

That was the turning point of our conversation. He actually talked about his distain for one of the big name companies which sparked a tirade of shitting on various brands and companies with their shady tactics. He kept it real. The more I talked with this guy the more I really enjoyed his vibe. 

We somehow started talking about the various music subscriptions and how much of a rip off they are. 

He asked me about the type of music I listened to and he shared his interest. It was like chatting with a familiar friend. We actually spent 30 minutes on the phone talking about our favorite singers and just talking in general. 

I then interrupted,"If you can hold one moment, I just want to make...."

He then interrupted me, "Oh my gosh! No, no! I'm supposed to transfer you. I'm so sorry sir!"

"Oh no! That's okay!"

"Im going to transfer you right now."

"Okay."

I had to let him know how much I enjoyed chatting with him.

"You know, I just want to say I really really appreciate your help I know we went off on a totally different topic but I had a great topic talking to you.  I wish more people had your customer service skills like you. Honestly."

He replied, "You know of all the customers, you are the nicest customer I've talked today. And somehow I'm still in a positive energy, like nobody can get me down. Of all of the complaints and people want to report me I'm still in a good mood."

"Well, thank you for the conversation," I replied .

"Alright. I'm going to transfer you now sir."

"Alright you have a good day."

He replied,"You too sir, enjoy the rest of your day."

As small as it may seem; this is exactly what I needed to complete my day.

No matter how big or how small, it is connection that makes it all worth while. 

FACT # 11 SAFEWORDS

FACT #11 I haven't changed my safe words since I started in 2002.

I keep it simple:

Green - The person is okay or can handle more

Yellow - Slow down or not so hard

Red - Stop

"Yellow" is usually my "Red".

My theory is: If I get to the point that person can't take anymore; The memory of that activity is most likely going to lower the rating of anticipation for future play.

If I push one's boundaries just enough for them to be on the fence of green and yellow; that threshold for pushing that anticipation rating up one or maybe even three notches is much greater.

On a scale of 0 - 10, I have taken a 0 interest to at least a 6.