BEADS FOR ZERO

 LINKS: ZERO

              THE MAKING OF DADDY SCRUFF

January 7, 2023

Two years have passed and there are still parts of play and as well as personal learning points that come up to write about the those two days I spent playing with Zero.  That happens pretty often with many of the guys I play with.  Since you don't get tired of hearing about it, I won't get tired of posting about it.  

These are the beads for Zero.

ZERO'S ABC TRAINING

 January 7, 2023

             Saturday

           12:14 PM

       Link: ZERO

I placed six hankies on the bed; various colors from the hanky code. We went over what each color represented. Usually I would put the hanky that I am going to participate in that play on. I picked the pink hanky believing that we would get into some toy play. However, I decided on another plan which would test his oral skills.

"How well do you think you know your ABCs?"

"I think I know them Sir," He responded.

"Are you sure?"

"I think so Sir."

"Let me here them."

He began,"A, B, C, D, E, F, G..."

"Stop," I interrupted.

"How well do you know them?"

"I think I know them well Sir."

"You think you can say them pretty well?"

"I think I can say them all Sir," Zero replied confidently.

I placed the tip of my index finder in his mouth.

"Go."

He began to run through the ABCs like he was in a race.

"A, B, C, D, E..."

"Stop."

I placed a few more fingers in his mouth only as far as the tips.

"You're sure about that?" I asked.

"I think so Sir."

"Start."

Again he blurted out the letters,"A, B,C, D, E, F, G, H, I..."

"Stop," I interrupted.

I placed my fingers deeper in his mouth. There was definitely a change in his speech but nothing that would be considered a challenge.

We played this game for quite some time, each time turning up the intensity. 

Each time I prompted him to slow down.

"This time I want you to go from A to Z.”

“Okay,” he nodded.

“But this time,” I said, “I want you to go slower.”

“Okay.”

“Start.”

He slowed down and began to take his time.

“A, B, C…”

“Good boy,” I Interrupted.

“D, E, F, G, …”

I gently stroked his beard as I prepared to probe his mouth again with my fingers. I went deeper and deeper challenging both his speech and gag abilities.

At the end of each round Zero would take deep breaths to regroup. I would push deeper with each round pushing him deeper into challenging territory.

“Good boy. You’re such a fucking good boy.”

“Thank you,” he said as he panted heavily.

We’re going to do that one more time,” I said.

“Okay Dad,” he said catching his breath.

“I think I can.” 

“You can. I know you can.” I declared.

I gently tugged on his beard and prompted him.

“Slow. Take your time. Go.”

“A.”

There was about a two second pause.

“B.”

Again, there was a pause.

“C…”

He got to the letter “G” and I unbuttoned my pants and pulled out my hard cock.

“H”

(pause)

“I”

(pause)

“J”

I pushed his head down to enter his mouth.

“K,” he began to slur.

He pushed through to the last letter.  

"Good boy!" I praised as I kissed his forehead.

"Thank you Daddy," he said catching his breath.

"You made me very proud.  But most of all you should be proud of yourself."

"Thank you Daddy."

As a reward I asked him what he would like.

"Daddy I want your dick."

"You want my dick?"

"I want your dick," he repeated.

"Can you say it a little bit louder?"

"I want your dick Daddy!" He shouted.

"Daddy I want your dick. I need it in my mouth!"

He repeated, "I need it."

I put it in him and started to pump.

"You want me to fuck your face?"

I pumped and pumped and he enjoyed every inch.

EACH MOUTH HAS ITS TALENT

 boy G.

He opened his mouth and took my entire cock down his throat and he slowly slurped me in and out. I pushed and held his head down waiting for him to get enough.  It never happened.  That man had hardly any to no gag reflex.  He mentioned how many tops don’t like that because they like to hear the sound of a guy gagging.  For me it just brought me sheer bliss knowing I can stay in and go as deep in that throat as I wanted to.

pup Scooby

He was phenomenal as he loved looking up at me as a boy needing approval of doing a good job.  He has these humongous eyes that would beg for my attention when I went down his throat.  I never once had to command him to look up at me.  He already understood the assignment.

Sub Zero

Zero is someone I’ve had the pleasure of playing with at the beginning of the year; and I must say he is by far one I talk about the most.  I had the pleasure of exploring ever inch of that man; But that mouth was definitely a treat. 

So the situation about the gag:

Yes the gagging sounds he made sent me into orbit. Although I had to push his limits with taking my girth, the one thing he could handle that no one else has yet, was the spyder gag.  He had the ability to open wide enough to get the gag behind his teeth allowing for me to really go in.  And goodness gracious!  The warmth of that mouth!  Also, he was very excellent with learning his ABC’s.

Each one has special mouth powers beyond belief and I look forward to test driving all three again.

THE CODE

January 7, 2023

Saturday 

12:10pm

Link: ZERO

So many think of the hanky code as something that’s passé, old fashioned or past it’s prime.  However, It is these nostalgic methods of flagging that sparks my creativity most behind closed doors. 

As a form of direct communication; let's say at a bar or even online, the concept of learning to "use your words" verbally are an important part of negotiation and vetting.  There's just no way of getting around communicating your likes, dislikes, boundaries and hard limits. Nor should there ever be.

But no matter how much people want to scream, "The hankie code is dead," It continues and will always continue, (In my opinion) to play a significant role in conversation pieces and even in play itself.

Here I’ve had the pleasure to reintroduce Zero to some colors he was well acquainted with as well as some not familiar to him, that I flag. 

GEAR UP WEEKEND FRIDAY AFTERNOON

 Links: LB   

           GEAR UP WEEKEND 

          ZERO

          SEXY DOM

 3:40am

I woke up.  I tossed and turned trying to get back to sleep but my hip was kicking my ass from laying on the hard ground in the tent.  Needless to say, I wasn't majorly comfortable.  

I believe I also had trouble resting because Thursday night, during my clumsy entrance into the tent; I accidentally kicked in dust.  Throughout the night I saw these tiny little bugs that I had no idea what they were.  I finally decided to spray the ground with the mosquito spray which seemed to kill them.  Finally I was able to go to sleep.  The only thing; the fumes from the spray started bugging me so I opened the tent screen to get some fresh air.

At most I got three hours of sleep.  Actually, I got less than three hours. 

6am 

It was already very warm at 6am.  I had already did way more than I needed with my various trips to and from the car; to the tent. 

7am

I ran into a guy that I’ll call LB.  He greeted me on one of my trips from the car yesterday.  We spent a good amount of the morning getting to know each other.  He shared that he really wasn't into many kinks but he enjoyed the atmosphere of events like such.

"I usually attend the Horse Market events."

"Oh really? I went to my first HM this year, back in January,"I mentioned.

"What did you think of it," he asked.

"I had a good time. But I did have a problem keeping my erection so I didn't play much," I answered.

"That is an interesting coincidence," I played with a guy that had the same issue that night.  He told me it was his first time here.

"Oh my goodness that was totally me!" I exclaimed.

He wasn't quite convinced that it was me as it was a big venue and it wasn't uncommon for a few guys to take a bit longer to warm up.  But somehow I was sure it was him I talked to and played with. 

After spending a good time talking, I finally asked if he would be interested in playing in the dungeon later.  He agreed.

He thanked me for taking the initiative in asking as he always had a hard time asking to play. 

Time passed by as we spent a good amount of time together that day.  Time went by and my body was getting overheated so we parted for a few hours.  I spent time in my tent.  I really thought by just laying in the tent and not doing much for a few hours; I would cool me down.  It didn't really help as I was still laying in excessive heat.  Basically I was baking myself on a slow roast.  Just like any piece of meat, its best to turn it over every now and then so that it cooks thoroughly; which is exactly what I did. 

It only took a few hours to realize I was totally cooked; in which I finally got the hell out of there.

I made my way to the dungeon to cool down.  It literally felt like I was walking for miles even though it was just a few feet from my tent. 

Sometime in the afternoon.  Maybe 3ish or 4ish.

 Not too long after I went to the dungeon, LB walked in.

"I know that you are not into kink much but I would love to explore a few things with you if you don’t mind."

"Sure," he said. 

I made a mad dash back to the tent to get my bag of toys.

The dungeon was pretty active so LB pointed to the one available table so we could have a space to play.

He got on the table and I slowly moved my hands up and down his thighs giving him a sensual massage.  

Although I'm somewhat sure he was enjoying it, it didn't provide the response I was looking for.

"Can you turn over on your stomach for me please," I asked.

"Sure."

I turned him over and repeated what I had done on his front side.  Softly I gave him a tap on his ass.  Again, I did the same; increasing the impact.  I didn't get much response from him.  At this point I felt a bit out of my game.  A mixture of the surrounding activities, the fact that I wasn't getting the response I was looking for, and there was another thing going on.  The table was too high for me.

Usually, when I play with someone I want my body as close as possible to them. I like to whisper sexy sometimes perverted things in their ears as I spank their bottoms.

"This table isn't working for me," I pointed out.

We finally decided to just use the ground.  We took the mat that was on the table and used it on the floor.

Finally I was able to find my groove. 

"Damn, you're so fucking sexy," I whispered in his ear.

Smack

I gave him a spank harder than the others but still not majorly intense.

Smack, Smack, Smack

He let a small sigh out.

Smack, Smack, Smack

His hips began to gyrate to a slow grind at each spanking set.

We've made contact!

Suddenly all the noise and activity that was a distraction became more of a symphony of various kinksters playing their own unique part.

In the far corner to the left of us was a guy who was in the sling.  He had about four other guys surrounding him. Each guy was doing something unique to his body.  I could tell it was sending him into overdrive with sensation.  The moans coming out of this man was amazing.  

I couldn't see all that was happening over there because I had my own hot scene I was focusing on. 

I do remember Zero was playing with his nipples.

There was a guy fucking him with a fuck machine. I believe another was caressing his lower extremities.  There was another guy doing something to him.  Although I didn't know every thing that was going on I just knew they were on the verge of breaking this guy.  There was going to be some type of wire overload at some point because he had a lot going on.

Behind me was a very good looking Dom with a

tender young man.  I believe the young guy was giving the Dom head. The Dom had a very nice dick. It was long and thick.

Sexy Dom watched me as I was spanking LB and I was watching that dick going in and out of the young man's mouth.  As we were on the floor, I wanted to let my dick free.  My boner was killing me being trapped in my tighty whities and in some low-key way I wanted to show off my dick to Sexy Dom; so I pulled them down.

We spent some time on the ground messing around and kissing when LB started stroking me.  I stood up and placed his head towards my crotch. He started giving me some amazing head. It was slow. Very slow and deep. And the best part; he would look up at me as I was down his throat.

There is something so erotic about a guy on his knees that looks me in the eyes. Some of it is the power dynamic of his submissive stance.  But more than that, it's the look he has when his mouth is filled with my dick and his eyes looks into mine for validation of doing a good job.  That alone is enough to get me close and I love that I didn't have to tell him to look up. He just did it.  Needless to say,  I took great pleasure in his oral skills.

As I was receiving the glorious head, My eyes and mind was taking in all that was going on around me. Usually I like to be focused solely on the person I'm engaged with.  But this was a leather retreat and the energy was phenomenal.  Something like this don't happen everyday so I took in the guy being fucked by the fuck machine. I took in his moans as Zero played with his tits and the three other guys played with various parts of him. I took in Sexy Dom who was both seducing me with his lustful stares and his powerful throat fucking.  And most of all I took in that warm mouth of LB that was blowing the fuck out of me.

At some point the energy honed my focus between Sexy Dom, the cute bottom he was using and LB and myself.  The guys with the fuck machine packed up and left.

As LB's head was in my lap, Sexy Dom was blatantly cruising and seducing me with his eyes. It was as if the way he was staring was telling me to get between his legs and start sucking.  And to be honest my eye contact was complying to his non verbal command.

When my dick fell out of LB's mouth Sexy Dom got a good look at it.  

He had a heavy accent that I didn't pick up until later was German.

He licked his lips and with his accent he whispered, "Ah I would love that in my mouth."

There was no doubt that he saw me salivating as I complimented how I would love to taste his.

We began to feed off each other's energy as we played with our bottoms.

After awhile, they migrated to the sling once it was available.  That is where Sexy Dom really gave it to

Cute Bottom.  Their chemistry was amazing. It inspired me to change the pace with LB.  I got him on his hands and knees and I began to fuck him doggy.  

I fucked him for a few minutes.  I would have fucked him longer but my body was thirsty, tired and getting overheated again.

I looked at LB and told him that I was ready to wrap up for the time and we left the dungeon.

DON’T GET UP. GOOD BOY

Links: ZERO

           ORAL TRAINING

           THE MAKING OF DADDY SCRUFF

                 

Go all the way down.

Don’t get up. 

Don’t get up.

Good boy. 

GEAR UP WEEKEND

Gear Up Weekend is an annual kink camping retreat where guys socialize, play and attend various classes on kink and how to safely engage in various activities. It’s a time to bond and network with other kinksters. This was also my very first event.  I’ve been to a similar camping retreat almost 20 years to this one on the same grounds. (which I will share about in the future.) But Gear Up Weekend left yet another cherry popped in my line of experiences.

Thursday July 13, 2023

5:00pm 

LINKS: THE INITIATION  

             THE MAKING OF DADDY SCRUFF 

             SKY THE SPANDEX BASTARD

            ZERO

           DADDY T

           GEAR UP WEEKEND

            

I arrive at the GearUp Weekend event rather clumsily. 

The day starts with not finding anything I want for the event.  Everything I had strategically placed in my duffel bag got shifted around making it damn near impossible to find anything.  It’s hot and I’m thirsty.  I register in and get my complimentary mug which I’m very much grateful for. 

I pour me some water from the water container.  It’s lukewarm due to the outdoor heat. I swallow a few gulps and throw out the rest of the warm water. Tired feet from numerous trips from the parking lot to my tent,  heat, and unquenched thirst just isn’t the most comfortable situation.  But even with all this going on I’m glad to be here.

I fix my up my tent. As I shuffle to put my stuff in; I drop two of my pillows on the ground and somehow kick a shit load of dust in my tent.  These aren’t disastrous events happening. Honestly I would normally be annoyed but I am so much in a state of calm and have determined whatever happens; good or bad, I’m here.

8:30PM 

We all meet up for the rules and regulations of playing safe. As everyone exits, I run into Zero and his Alpha . This is my first time meeting him. We give each other a great big hug. As I move my body out he continues with this mighty hold.

“He won’t let me go.” I joke to Zero. 

“No I won’t.” He replies with a smile.

It is at that point that I feel my own social awkwardness and realize that it is okay to just fucking hold someone. I’ve been so careful to try not to make anyone uncomfortable with anything I may do. A big one on my list is hugging. 

I have no problem be compassionate and hugging during any type of play. For some reason I’ve never differentiated a passionate bear hug with an erotic embrace leaving me somewhat Leary of crossing specific boundaries. Maybe some of it stems from my slightly puritanical religious indoctrination.  Maybe I’m just not used to lots of physical contact outside of playing with someone. One thing I do know is that small gesture form Alpha Sky opened up a plethora of questions and observations of myself and a charge to let go and not feel I need to pull back because of my conditioning of physical contact. This part is a constant work in progress. 

Around 9:00pm

I’m back I’m in my tent.  I’m laying there as I can hear the person in the tent a few feet from me entertaining someone.

The guy starts off with meditative moans. They are sporadic at this time. 

A few moments later the moans pick up and I can hear them both giggling and chatting. I can’t pick up what they are saying nor do I need to.  I’m just enjoying hearing this visitor do whatever he’s doing to get the owner of that tent to moan.

Into a few minutes

Though his voice is low he is really moaning like crazy. I can hear the rustling of the tent. There is no doubt this guys getting railed. I’m really not trying to eavesdrop but I am without a doubt enjoying what I’m hearing.  I feel myself getting aroused imagining how he’s getting fucked. 

That’s it. I’m getting out my tent to “stretch my legs.” 

As I walk by I see the tent is zipped but the screen is open so one can easily see in. 

The guy has tent owner on his belly face down as he’s plowing him from behind.

The visitor’s body pretty much covers little guys body so most of what I see is visitor’s butt cheeks moving up and down as he thrust into tent owner.

I don’t gawk I just casually look back and take in the image as I walk back from the lodge to my tent. I may have done this three to four times. strictly for “exercise” of course.

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SUB ZERO (PART II) THE SPANKING

January 6, 2023

I’d been slowly introducing Zero to spanking. The goal was to get him open and push his boundary level to my desired point.

Link: ZERO

Though Zero rated spanking a  number 0 on his list of interest I got him opened to having his boundary pushed.

As he lay face down, I got on the bed, laid down beside him and grabbed hold of the back of his head and neck. I cradled him as I brought my face as close to his as possible to kiss him on the cheek and on his back.  I gave him a few love taps on his behind.

I whispered in his ear, "You like that?"

"Yeah," he replied.

At that point, I didn't consider myself spanking him as I was attempting to get him in a zone.

Opposed to speaking in my normal tone. I whispered in his ear, "You like that?"

When he whispered back his reply; I knew he was right where I wanted him to be.

The taps got harder but my whispers and hugs became more intimate and nurturing. I just felt that If I was going to take this man to a level of spanking that he didn't even sign up for; I better get his mind to the level of trust so that the experience would be a great one not just for me but for him as well. 

Smack, smack, smack, smack, smack.

I gently rubbed the

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ZERO

 January 6th and 7th 2023

It all started in July of 2022 with some questions I had regarding the Horse Market I was to attend.

 Before I get to the current dates; I'm going to take you back to July 12, 2022. 

Link: Zero

I had just purchased my ticket for an upcoming Horse Market event.  I had a few questions regarding the event; so I joined their telegram chat group to get those questions answered.

"I just got a ticket for my first HM in SF.  I'm a stallion however I thought I'd check out the mares as you may be more familiar with my question:

I'm somewhat old school and prefer fucking with condoms.  BB never really caught on for me. Is there a good ratio of white hoods in events like such?”

(Mares wearing white hoods prefer to be mounted with condoms.)

I soon got a reply, "You are free to use condoms with red hooded mares. You don't need to ask first.  At least how I understood the rules."

The man that answered my question went by another username on the platform.  Over time we followed each other on different platforms under different user names.  But the username that stuck out to me the most was and is "Zero".

"I'm going to be available the weekend of January 6th, 7th, and 8th.  I'll be free for play daytimes like 10am through about 5pm Friday and Saturday.  Sunday probably only till about 3pm.  Let me know what works for you," Zero said.

"How about Friday and Saturday? We meet up at 10am until 4pm or until you've had enough."

"Damn, daddy! Sounds good..."

He continued to mention that when we first met online we didn't discuss anything other than fucking; leading us to share our kink interests.

We decided to create a list rating our experience level and desire to perform that kink.

This list is derived from a similar list created by Leather Cigar Sir.

A special thanks goes out to Leather Cigar Sir for sharing the concept of the rating list. It was a key element in making sure for a smooth play session.

It is now my standard protocol used before agreeing to play. Thank you very much.

My rating list

He answered back with his list :

Amazing enough, our kinks were almost identical.

It was like a dream come true. 

I was a little disappointed that he was not into being spanked. Spanking as far as his interest, was an absolute zero.

I didn't let the process slow down one bit. We had too much in common. The goal was to show him an amazing time and that is what took place.

January 6, 2023

Zero stood about 5'6" with short salt and pepper hair, that had hints of dark brown mixed between. he had this sexy beard that shaped it's length into a V shape and under his shirt was this torso covered with body hair.

Usually once the door is closed, the command would be to strip down to the underwear.  I'd order the sub on his knees and have him wait for further instructions.

This time I did something different.  I took his clothes off for him. I got behind Zero and began to peel off the layers.  Underneath his T-shirt; he was wearing a leather harness. 

I stood behind him so close my nose was able to make contact with the back of his head.  This began the start of foreplay as I inhaled and sniffed the back of his head to his shoulders.  

He lowered himself to take in my pits.  His nose went lower and lower until it reached the bulge in my jeans.  He started sniffing my crotch.

"Good boy.  You're such a good boy."

"Do me a favor.  Unbutton my pants," I continue.

He did so to take a better whiff.  By then, the bulge in my tighty whities was hard, thick and the tip was

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