DENIAL

Originally posted on my previous blog

October night 2018

It was a rainy night in October. My partner was out of town for the week and I had the place to myself.  I got on my Recon account to check out who was on and looking.  After about forty five minutes of scrolling I decided I had enough when I received a message.

"Hello Daddy.  I liked your profile."

I answered back.  We chatted for awhile. Most of the conversation on his part was how much of a dirty slut he was and how he needed to be humiliated and disciplined.

He went on how he wanted me to choke him with what he called my "Big Black Superior Dick."

I informed him that I was not into humiliation (well, not extreme humiliation) nor was I into being worshiped. 

I also made it known that penetration was not a guaranteed part of getting together.  

"That's okay Daddy.  You can do whatever you like with me.  You can spit on me, fuck me....." 

Yada, yada, yada, blah, blah, blah. 

“Anything?” I repeated confirming his statement.

I gave him the address to my place.  Then I gave him specific instructions to follow once he arrived.

He did as I requested.  He took off everything but his jockstrap, walked into the main bedroom, got on the bed face down, ass up with his hands behind his back.

I walked in.  No leather.  Nothing but my white tank top and some blue checkered boxers.  

I had a bunch of metal items that clanged together in a box.  I put it on the bed behind him on the right side.

He turned his head to look back but before he could; I put my black bandana over his eyes.

"What are you doing in grown folks business?"

He chuckles, "Sorry Sir."

"Hello Handsome," I said as I gave  him a kiss on the cheek.

"Hello Sir."

"I'm glad you could make it. Can I get you

anything?" I asked. 

"No thank you Sir."

"Nothing? Not even a bottle of water?"

"No thank you Sir."

"Ice tea? Milk? Juice?"

"No really I'm fine." He says.

"Margarita, kool aid, ketchup?"

He lets out this funny giggle and says,"No Sir.  I don't want anything." 

"Ball gag, lube, butt plug?"

His face lit up with a mischievous grin.

"Oh I'll take all three."

"Oh, sorry. Mission impossible.  You just said you don't want anything."   

"So is this how you torture your subs?" He asked.

"Oh!  I'm just getting started," I replied.

I searched through the box and found a pair of leather restraints. I grabbed his wrists and locked them together.

"I'm going to help you up.  I'm going to remove your jock." 

Pulling down his underwear got his cock stiff quickly.  He got even harder and began to precum when I rubbed his jockstrap in his face.

You like that?  Smell that funky crotch of yours.  Now open up."

I placed his jockstrap in his mouth to use as a gag.

"I'm going to take these restraints off.  But keep that jock in your mouth.  You here me?"

He replied with a muffled, "Yes Sir."

I am not a big fan of eating ass but I love to sniff a horny butthole.  

I started my way from his right foot, sniffing up his thigh.  He was moaning  and squirming uncontrollably.  Maybe it was my nose or facial hair that was tickling him or maybe he was just enjoying being sniffed like how a dog sniffs another.  

What ever the case I kept my face buried between his legs for quite some time.  He had a beautiful scent. There is nothing like a nice clean hole.  If buried deep enough you can pick up the hidden man funk that somehow no matter how much one washes, it comes out in a horny state.  I could smell that man juice hitting my senses as my nostrils continued to go  as deep as I could in his hole.

By then he was literally making muffled screaming sounds.  He raised his head up and began twerking that butt in my face trying hard to get my nose to go deeper in that fuck hole.

I had him totally over the edge. There was just one way to send him over and that was to go there with my tongue so I made the exception and began getting that hole wet and sloppy but most of all horny.  I reached on top of him to pull that jock out of his mouth.

As soon as his mouth was free he said,"Fuck me with that big fucking cock."

I was hard as hell.  My boxers were still on but wet as fuck. I pulled my drawers down, spit on the tip rubbed it evenly on my dick and placed my cock  right near the hole.

"Fuuuck Meee!" he said.

He began to do his twerk.  This time against my dick.  I pulled it back.  He kept doing this and each time I pulled back.

"Nope. I'm not giving you this dick tonight." I stated.  

A guy a long time ago called me a "fucking tease."

He meant it in the most respectful and playful way but also out of sheer frustration.  And though I would have love to have fucked him. I was teaching him discipline. 

This gentleman left the play session probably more horny than he began.  But the next time we met It was explosive.  He got my dick and he got it good.

THURSDAY NIGHT AT THE BAR

Originally posted on my previous blog

Some time back in 2002

I walk in the bar to see what was going on.  It's pretty packed.  You would think that it would be empty on a weekday but it stays busy throughout the week.  

One of the reasons for such a good turn out is the bar's best kept secret that's really not a secret among the patrons.  But we'll get to that in a moment. 

 I get there, take a seat at the bar and order a beer.  While at the table I scout the place like a vulture looking for its prey.  My eyes land on a beautiful man.   He looks like a white collar worker; A Short Asian guy; couldn't be more than 5'6" about 130 to 140 pounds, very petite.  He has very smooth, fair skin.   He almost looks pretty, as smooth as his skin is.  He does have some stubble over his lip as if he is in the process of growing a mustache which makes him even more irresistible.  

He possesses both gentleness and masculinity that drives me crazy just looking at him.  He has a white collar shirt on with some tight slacks that fit very well.  He is dressed very nice but rather out of place for a leather bar where most of the guys are in jeans, tee shirts and, well, leather!

Somehow I make eye contact with this guy.  For a quick second he glances my way.  I smile at him and he smiles back and goes back to talking to his friends.  He seems to be preoccupied, so I move on with my quest.

I kept making my way through the crowd searching, but no luck.  Finally I walk back to where I originally was.  I spot the Asian guy again.  This time he's by himself.   I get up and introduce myself.

"Hi I'm Mark."

"I'm Kim."

I reply,"Nice to meet you."

Kim doesn't say anything else but smiles and shakes my hand.  It's obvious that he doesn't speak much English.  

I motion him to a room that's closed off with yellow caution tape.  There's a man at the door that is like the bouncer at the front and the only way to get in is if you know the keyword.  I say the key word and there is a garage that has been turned into a play space.  Kim's eyes opened wide with amazement and concern. 

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PROGRESS

 

Yes The Battle Still Rages and my weight continues to fluctuate as I get on and fall off the wagon. But looking at then and now has allowed me to see that I really have been serious about keeping the weight off. 

Yes those BK chicken sandwiches still seduce me in the middle of the night like a succubus ravishing her prey. 

There are a few things that spares me the notion of giving into her tempting ways:

1. The cost of fast food is not looking pretty.  I’m a bit of an old head.  Because I remember when I could get any candy bar for 25 cents and now I get the same candy bar that is the exact same size that I got when I was a kid for a dollar seventy nine cents is ludicrous to me. A vinyl LP that was maximum 8 bucks would run damn near twenty five to thirty today. So knowing I’m going to pay twelve dollars that at best taste like a five dollar sandwich is a pass for me.

2. Making my own food has been much more pleasurable (although I detest clean up.)

3. I can cook in my underwear. I don’t have to get dressed and go out in the cold.

4. Preparing my meals has been a healthier way to eat and snack.

Yeah, every now and then I do go and find a fast food place.  I also remember what I looked like and how I felt after stuffing my face to oblivion. 

My weight will always fluctuate.  But I have a much better grip than I ever had before. 

P.S.Yes I know I look like a different person clean shaven! 

DRY ORGASM OR JUST HELD BACK

March 31, 2023 

Friday 

Originally posted on my previous blog

LINK: Son

I felt the orgasm. I really did. Nothing came out.  I stroked some more. I felt the orgasm run through my body once more.  Nothing came out.  It had to have been the tighty whities resting on the lower shaft of my dick blocking the flow.  It didn’t even dawn on me until much later.

I sat there amazed looking at Son. 

“What the fuck? This has never happened to me.”

I continued, “I’ve heard of a dry orgasm but I never experienced one.”  

We both chuckled with amazement.  I sat there in front of the cam for about a minute before I decided to get up.  As soon a I lifted the underwear off my dick to pull them off, a flood of cum gushed out. It was a fucking big load.

“Did you see that!” I said to Pig Bear. 

“That’s wild Daddy!”

We were both pretty flabbergasted .

Moral of the story:

There is not one.

But a delayed ejaculation is amazing. A little scary. But amazing.

I’m definitely shooting for another.

MY TIGHTY WHITIES AND HAIRY THIGHS

 

TODAY’S PICK: MALE ASSTURBATION

 MALE ASSTURBATION How I wish I thought of that word.  I love it.  

For years masturbating one’s ass has been somewhat of a controversial topic among the Bate communities with various bate sites not recognizing using dildos toys or other tools as masturbation because they consider it penetration.  

Penetration or not, playing with one's hole is just as much a part of self pleasure as stroking one's dick. 

Masturbation for me is more than stroking my dick. It is using my hole, my mouth, feeling my chest, my thighs, stroking my cock, being top, being bottom. It is using every part of my body to bring self pleasure.  And I focus on all these to bring me pleasure hence the reason I was delighted to read this entry MALE ASSTURBATION by BAD WOLF BLOG. 

I find it an enjoyable read with some good tips on how to enjoy it especially for tight butts like me. :-)

In keeping with this theme I have a few clips on my page with me in total masturbation mode including some assturbation  2/4/25 till at least a few days.

:-)

POWER