February 1, 2026
Thursday
4:41am
I woke up and went directly to an online account. I Totally got distracted by hard aggressive porn that caught my attention at first glance but saw no real chemistry in the actors. Well of course that leads to scrolling through another video and another until I was deep into three hours of meaningless porn mixed in with doomscrolling, chaos, violence and gossip.
I just was wanted to retrieve a message from my inbox. I now understand why I have stayed away from the noise for so long. I also see how I easily get sucked back into it.
It is too early to take in this psychological disturbance.
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